The nuclear family on Thanksgiving. |
This time of year, the days seem to go by in such a blur, all of a sudden you wake up and think "Where did October and November go??" For the last month or so, I've been so preoccupied with my graduate school applications and busy with work for the Observer, I feel like the season hasn't really sunk in yet.
All 17 of us on Thanksgiving. |
It's a strange and exciting prospect - leaving here for the great unknown. For the moment, I'm trying not to think about it. God has it under control and wherever I should go, that is where I will get in - I have no doubt. But if it is one of the schools very far away from all my family and friends, it will prove an adjustment. Not that I couldn't handle it - I've never really gotten homesick per say, but it will be more a sadness of missing out on things. Things like my little cousins' birthday parties, my grandparents' stories, watching So You Think You Can Dance with Mom, and Christmas tea parties with my life group gals. That is the problem with someone who loves so many people, places and things - you want to be split into multiple persons in order to fully enjoy everything.
Until now, leaving didn't really seem like a reality - more like a far off dream. But, now that all my applications are submitted, for better or for worse, the prospect is quite real. I should find out in March and April, which, at the rate time is going, will be here before I know it. However, I may not get into any of the schools - they are all so prestigious - so who knows, maybe all this anticipation is for nothing.
On a different note, I'm going to do my first silk aerial performance Dec. 18. It will only be 4 1/2 minutes long, but I'm quite excited. My family and friends are all coming to watch. Oh, and I also went indoor rock climbing recently and did pretty well for my first time in about 8 years! I thank the silks for all my new-found upper body strength. :)
Vanessa, me, Heather, Amanda, Whitney at Christmas Tea. |
I'm attending so many Christmas parties this season. Luckily, the one I'm going to tomorrow night is a bonfire at a friend's house and is therefore free. The Christmas Tea was $25 and Second String Santa which I always attend is $20 plus a toy, so when I get free entertainment, I'm thrilled. lol
Showing off my outfit. |
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